When your head hits the pillow and night… your mind seems like its spinning and then you fall deeper and deeper into sleep until you will not wake up for ages… you dream, wonderful things, wonderful happy things but sometimes it turns and makes you sad, makes you cry; I had this…

I dreamt of happy things which turned to the sight of my girlfriend getting cancer and passing away, by which point I was physically crying in my sleep. Which in turn made me wake up at 5.30 in the morning and sit on my computer with a cloth till it almost past, texting her to see if she was still alive and still able to love me.

This dream scared the living daylights out of me, why do sad/tragic dreams come when your happy?? I don’t understand it, I am so happy with her and yet my body is telling me that she will die or I will leave her; which is unlikely.

I’ve had bad dreams for a long time now, but never as bad as this, never as  bad to make me cry hard in my sleep wake up with a sweat and actually need to get out of bed for it to go away. It’s something I don’t understand, and I don’t think I ever will.

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Ross Hetherington

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7 thoughts on “Dreaming

  1. Hunny you know i wont be dying on you any time soon =]
    Good job i was awake to reply to you..or you may have paniced even more.
    hope the dreams stop soon hunny
    love you

  2. Who knows why we dream what and when we do, It can be a fasinating and frustrating thing.
    I dream a lot about falling, and then waking up just before I hit the ground.

  3. when I was a child, one woman told me – if you had a bad dream last night, you only can tell it to somebody if you have eaten something –

    I saw her and start to run, like Forrest Gump


  4. What did you eat the night before? Sometimes this has a lot to do with the types of dreams you can experience.

    There…there…it’ll be okay…it was just a bad dream.

    “Sleeping Kitten – Dancing Dog!” :)

  5. my boyfriend had one of these 2 weeks ago and that really affected him! don’t worry it’s just a bad dream! Lizzie won’t go away! ;)

  6. It’s called your subconcious. That’s whats makes bad dreams happen, you dont realise your thoughts. Simple.
    They’ll pass, everyone has nightmares. (:

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