When your head hits the pillow and night… your mind seems like its spinning and then you fall deeper and deeper into sleep until you will not wake up for ages… you dream, wonderful things, wonderful happy things but sometimes it turns and makes you sad, makes you cry; I had this…
I dreamt of happy things which turned to the sight of my girlfriend getting cancer and passing away, by which point I was physically crying in my sleep. Which in turn made me wake up at 5.30 in the morning and sit on my computer with a cloth till it almost past, texting her to see if she was still alive and still able to love me.
This dream scared the living daylights out of me, why do sad/tragic dreams come when your happy?? I don’t understand it, I am so happy with her and yet my body is telling me that she will die or I will leave her; which is unlikely.
I’ve had bad dreams for a long time now, but never as bad as this, never as bad to make me cry hard in my sleep wake up with a sweat and actually need to get out of bed for it to go away. It’s something I don’t understand, and I don’t think I ever will.